"Another ultrasound? What is this cyst thing?"
"My back hurts so bad I can't even walk, let alone exercise."
"Seriously, though. I don't fit into anything."
"I'm going to love her as much as I love Maddy...right?"
"Can I really have two kids?"
"What if something goes wrong with the birth?"
"This went by so fast. I'm not ready."
"I'm not ready."
Of course, less than 10 minutes later, I saw this little head of hair for the first time -
and I sobbed. I swear, I cried harder than I did when Madelyn was born.
Because I knew that I had been so, so wrong.
I was totally ready.